Yes! Everything about you is changing, they are so overwhelming. Your body, your relationships/Networks. You are obviously experiencing a transformation and you are dazed at the speed of how things are showing up and events playing out. You seem not to have any control over them. And then, you pause and ask why? Why now?
The truth is, nothing happens without a cause. If you truly need these changes in your life for your good, then, be ready to accept it. Trust God to help you cope /adapt to them. And you will see how well you are able to accept the reality and move on just fine.
If you are wondering how these changes has hitted you badly especially in your relationships because when changes happen to us, our relationships is often the first hit. Be positive and know that God’s plan is unfailingly and unchanging even when every other thing changes or do not turn out the way you wanted